haiya.. i dunno lar.. all of a sudden i feel so down.. is it bcuz i was hearing death, crying metal songs until my heart melts away with my emotions? i didnt want to talk with my mum and my mum is pissed with me cuz she thinks that i am ruining her holiday.. fvck man! i dunno lar.. but.. i feel like i am having this huge gap.. just thinking about it makes me cry... is it just only me feeling this? haiya... nevermind lar.. life is memang like that kan? it will never stay the same forever.. but.. i just dont want it to end.. stupid GAP!!!