Blog's are for GAYZZZ

2009-09-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

I'm back!!!! haha.. i had an awesome holiday.. i bought an awesome guitar which cost RM507, clothes, souvenirs for my frenz, lots of popcorns and a very cool skateboard which cost RM73.. haha.. I so LOVE Manila.. Am planning to go there every year.. hehe..

Tired~~

2009-09-22T07:23:00.000-07:00

i am so damn tired! i don't know why? i feel running 400m is not as tiring as today (400m is very tiring for a weakling like me).. me and my family walked like for 5 hours none stop! so damn tiring.. i want to sit also cannot.. but, i get to find nice pants.. tried to find things for the FTF but, dunno if they like onot.. haiya.. nvm.. going there again tomoro.. omg.. i am like so happy.. this morning the people in the hotel mistook us as KOREANS!!! isn't that sweet? i mean.. i didnt know we look like them.. well, maybe cuz we were kinda speaking chinese at that moment.. haha.. oh well.. i was so proud at that time.. the hotel that i am staying in got alot of KOREANS and JAPANESE!! haha.. got this SUPER DUPER hawt korean guy sat next to me in the club lounge the other day.. oh my god.. i was like practically breathing down his neck.. i took so many advantage as in sitting next to him, asking him if i can take the chair onot.. just thinking about it makes me blush.. haha.. well, he was hawt.. i cant help myself.. but in the end, i had fun.. miss the FTF!! NITEZZZZ

Manilaaaa...

2009-09-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

today was tiring.. we walk the whole entire day.. bought clothes.. ghostly outfits! pretty!! haha... it's like everytime u go out of the shopping mall and go back in, u will kena molest by the police woman.. haiya.. enough lar.. i dun carry no gun or such weapon.. maybe i will but not now.. haha.. then if u are carrying a bag, they will have this huge big, black dog sniffing it! so cute.. the hotel that i am staying in has 2 big, black dog and a golden retriever (is that how u spell it).. it sniffed our bags.. haha.. so cute! i love them... well, the dogs only.. today when i was like shopping, i kinda ter-gave my jacket to the guy yg work there along with the clothes yg i tried on.. OMG!! my extra bateri is in there.. my mum's gonna kill me.. i keep on telling the worker that i ter-gave it to some guy, n they are so nice and help me find my jacket.. Awww.. then they finally found it.. i now only notice that some.. hence the word 'SOME' of them are hot.. only some! haha.. miss the FTF!!

EMO??

2009-09-20T08:54:00.000-07:00

haiya.. i dunno lar.. all of a sudden i feel so down.. is it bcuz i was hearing death, crying metal songs until my heart melts away with my emotions? i didnt want to talk with my mum and my mum is pissed with me cuz she thinks that i am ruining her holiday.. fvck man! i dunno lar.. but.. i feel like i am having this huge gap.. just thinking about it makes me cry... is it just only me feeling this? haiya... nevermind lar.. life is memang like that kan? it will never stay the same forever.. but.. i just dont want it to end.. stupid GAP!!!

U..LaLaLa

2009-09-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

i am like in my hotel room.. internet-ing.. omg.. today was tiring.. I woke up at 8 something in the morning and went out to eat.. We ate twice! like literally.. We weren't even full.. went to the airport and board the plane.. ate in the airplane.. saw 2 hotties in the airplane.. hehe.. the air steward was H.O.T!! haha.. he stays somewhere near sutera habour.. he told us.. hehe.. daniel.. hawt.. haha.. ok.. ermm.. then we arrived at Clark, Philippine at 3.40pm.. Took a bus to Mega Mall.. Reached there at 6 something.. Ate Lidia's Lechon (ok lar).. Took the taxi to the hotel.. It was like around 8 like that.. then took my bath and went out again.. Bought donuts.. then went back to the hotel and relax.. Wow.. so tiring.. But the best part is that.. there is a lot of PORK, MANGOES, and ICE CREAM!!!! I am so gonna be fat..

I'm Going To Manila!!

2009-09-19T16:52:00.000-07:00

I am maybe.. gonna.. i'll try lar.. to blog everyday! haha.. i will try to blog everyday and tell u guyzz how Manila is like.. well, purut and landay dun need to know what is like there cuz they ever went.. but.. oh well.. haha... I'll try to blog again tonight.. haha.. See first lar if the internet is free.. I think we are gonna fight for it tonight.. Gotta go, babes.. Gotta eat then go to the airport! Will take lots of pics..............

FYI : Please don't be shock to see me FAT when i come back.. Cuz i will be.. XD

Pics of Happiness..

2009-09-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

Well.. as i promised.. here's the pictures.. hehe.. i found my camera cable.. hehe.. well.. these pics are the ones yg i promised u guyzz..

ok.. the picture above was on thursday.. now.. this is today! Friday! haha..

hehe.. am going to the hospital tomoro.. gonna jahit it.. haha.. dunno lar.. but.. i'll tell u guyz how i suffer tomoro!

Shit..

2009-09-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

So.. I bet most of u wondered wat will my new injuries be.. well.. wait no longer.. i got a new injury.. to my fwens frm skool.. i'll show it to u tomoro.. haha... i cut myself.. accidentally.. no purposely.. I was halping my mum opened a can.. and i tried to open it.. and i ter-cut myself.. i got.. ermm.. three cuts on my thumb.. yup.. only my thumb yg kena.. i got take a picture of it.. haha.. u should have seen it, man.. my blood dripped on the floor as i search for some plaster.. den.. i realise that a plaster is not enough.. i need some cotton.. haha.. the cut is damn deep.. really owh.. it dripped like blood is easy to get one owh.. haha.. the bakery room, kitchen, living room, stairs, study room, my room and my toilet have droplets of my blood on the ground.. expecially the living room.. haha.. it's so cool.. i can smell the rusty metal smell... and i was kinda far from my hand.. haha.. i can't find my cable so i can't upload the picture.. i'll upload it next time.. look forward to it!

To Landay

2009-08-28T03:49:00.000-07:00

I am suppose to write this crap yesterday but i was too busy watching yaoi! haha.. well here it is, landay! a letter/blog for which is made specially for u!

Dear Landay,
You are so hornay sometimes.. But i still love u.. haha.. Ur hornay-ness makes u so interesting.. Not only dat, u are also so damn talented.. U outshine the stars in my eyes.. I love it when u smile.. but i love ur smell more! i always wonder what shampoo or body wash u use.. haha.. but that's what i love about u, man.. haha.. I wanted to tell u this for so long... Can i please have Nerd? i mean.. u got sulina already.. Ur making nerd sad when u cheat on her.. Let me have her lar.. one.. i mean.. two is enough for u.. u can't take 3.. it's too much for u.. so.. ya.. lav u.. haha..

PS : If u dun let me have Nerd.. I will steal her away! ahah.. XP

The Best Day Ever!

2009-08-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

Today was the best day ever.. I saw 2 hotties in City Mall.. The first I saw while I was eating again.. Literally.. I just ate pizza.. haha.. Ok.. He have like those emo hair style.. Yang covering half of his face.. ya.. his hair colour is like golden brown.. He got big brown eyes, skinny but well-built.. and TALL!! haha.. His gf like can do cosplay owh.. Pretty! so ngam owh both of them.. haiya.. all i can do is look and stalk them from the corner.. haha.. Then the second one i know him lar.. Edison.. Not that porn Edison.. The hottie Edison.. haha.. yang dulu work at game star.. haha.. now he work at some store yang jual cd.. haha.. still hawt as always.. haha.. he cut his hair and colour it..same colour as the first one.. golden brown.. nice.. haha.. he got a mohawk! still owns the bangs.. haha..

It's the BEST FUCKING day ever!

Weird???

2009-08-05T04:21:00.000-07:00

haha.. did u know that Christina Hiew is a freak.. well.. she is weird.. so weird and freaky that she even kalah me.. i mean.. i am a retard for crying out loud.. haiya.. i pity her sometimes.. now she is like trying to steal my layla.. oh no that bitch aint stealing MY layla.. tartar sauce.. wat a "pabo!".. haha.. i like that word.. hehe.. I like going to school just to bully her.. well.. and to see wei wei also.. hehe.. shhhh.. dun tell her.. hehe.. does she have blog? haiya.. must stalk her.. larp her and the FTF! muaxxx.. i miss landay!

"no, no, no, no, no! HA! pabo!"

Me and Zaidah are Hero's

2009-08-02T01:51:00.002-07:00

hehe.. Ok.. here's the continue of the blog below..below.. haha.. you know kan.. that time while we were kayak-ing.. we went too far bha.. u know me and zaidah.. we're kinda crazy.. we went kinda far until the guy was worried.. Then me and zaidah felt like we went too far and wanted to go back.. so we turn our kayak around and just stop paddling.. we went forward with the help of the waves.. well, ofcourse we got like make sure the kayak was stable.. then we heard someone screamed and then silence.. me and zaidah turned around and saw chol and sam fell of their kayak.. we laugh at them and notice they were like very far away from their kayak.. They look like they dun know how to swim.. So me and zaidah turn the kayak around and went to them.. Sam swam towards us and i help her up.. I asked her if she can swim or not.. she said "not for long".. so i told her to use our boat whilei go and get chol.. Zaidah pulled her up while i swim towards chol.. chol placed her arm around my shoulder as i help her.. Apparently I dun really need to swim.. I can actually stand.. I told chol to stand as well but she kept on saying that she can't.. After a while she said she can feel the ground.. We saw the guard and he told us to use his kayak.. He got of his kayak and the kayak terbalik.. haiya.. i went and get the stick yang we use to row the kayak.. i pulled the kayak to the shore.. Chol and Sam was saved.. And me and Zaidah felt like super hero's.. haha.. gila bha.. but the guard like marah ni.. but didn't marah much.. haha.. oh well.. i had fun..

I <3>

The Sad Thing

2009-08-02T01:51:00.001-07:00
Haiya.. Ok.. refer to the bottom.. i was gonna tell you what happened.. ok.. Well, my team was suppose to bincang about what are we gonna do later at the Malam Kebudayaan.. then.. We wanted to find the FTF so we jln lah.. then kan.. I think it was Emery who told me that Landy was sick.. I terus went near the drain to find her.. I look at those girls yang berkumpul near the drain.. I kept on looking and said "You're not Landy".. then i walked away.. i saw Zaidah ran to the tent yang the teachers always hang out.. I also go there lar.. Then i saw landy.. OMG.. so scary.. her eyes was red, she was sweating, breathing heavily and dizzy.. Those stupid f***ing PBSM and teachers kept on forcing her to drink cola and vomit.. I look at her then i teringat last time i pernah like that.. I know how it felt.. I almost cried.. Then i was walking away and saw Emery cry.. I terus cry.. Then purut cry.. Then the FTF cried.. haiya.. they so bad.. dun wan to send her to the hospital.. Luckily God is kind.. He sent help and saved her.. Fuck you, teacher.. (except for the newbie teachers who were considerate and thought of sending her to the hospital) Thanks to those newbie teachers..

Camp Perdana suxxx

2009-08-02T00:46:00.000-07:00
Oh my mother f***ing... Camp was shit, man.. my body aches.. i am tired.. i am smelly.. well.. just now lar.. haiya.. but it was fun.. here's the details..

DAY 1
- came to school late
- got on bus
- sat with zaidah
- arrived at the camp around 3 something

At the camp..... we packed our bags.. kena lecture and then bahagi into groups (am same group with zaidah).. each group 10 person, so we have 8 groups... went to make our tents.. kemas diri.. ate.. did something i forgot.. then.. tried to sleep (but nerd and emery kept on talking).. so i cursed on how my life sucks, my hard bed, my no pillow life and etc.. then i ter-fell asleep..

DAY 2
- woke up because of my alarm vibration
- woke the others up
- went and get ready
- berbaris and the kena tiao by Tuan David
- ate breakfast ( forgot what i ate but i know it's not delicious)
- bertugas cleaning up and prepare the afternoon's ingrediant

and then play.. hehe.. Our team started playing the thingy yang you have to make a circle.. We came late but finished fast.. We cheated by the way.. haha.. then we went and play the bungee jumping.. It was fun and it hurts.. Mentally and vagina-ly.. OMG.. my vagina hurts after that game.. the thing yang to support u kept on like hurting me.. haiya.. then when u turn, u get super... duper... DIZZY!!! but it was fun.. Zaidah kept on bragging that she did the double flip.. haiya.. she's short bha.. that's why she can do it.. haha.. ok.. then next we went on to the rock climbing.. It was fun.. I went second, after Sharmaine.. Racheal was my supporter... I manage to climb up to the top and hit the thingy yang gotthe tapak tangan crap.. haha.. the i went down.. Next was Zaidah.. I was her supporter.. U know how short she is.. She can't reach one of the rock.. and that rock is the only rock yang available.. she can't really reach it.. so she ask me to pull the ropes.. i did, man.. but.. u know.. she still can't reach it.. she kept on yelling "Pull me up".. so i step back.. i kept on moving backwards and then ter-slide on the ground.. Do you know how painful and fun that was? haha.. The rocks kept on scratching my back but it was so damn fun.. The worker ran after me owh.. haha.. so fun.. After that was the high ropes.. It was awesome and kinda scary.. haha.. after that we went to the flying fox.. after that we ate lunch.. We ate rice with chicken and sambal.. oh ya.. n soup.. after that, we continue the flying fox.. After that.. hehe.. it was kayak.. OMG! That was the best.. Me and Zaidah was like.. hero's! I'll tell u the full info in the next blog.. After that we bathe.. Something bad happened.. We cried.. I'll tell the full info in the next blog too.. Then we didn't ate.. We weren't that hungry.. After that we did the malam kebudayaan.. and ate snacks in our tent with the FTF.. and slept..

DAY 3
- woke up at 6.12
- wanted to brush teeth but kena panggil to berbaris
- kena lecture but didn't hear much b'cuz too sleepy
- finally brushed my teeth
- body ache and hurts when do strecthing and tai chi
- ate breakfast ( 2 slice of bread with scrambled egg) *Go to HELL*
- kena taklimat by Teacher Julin about some game
- clean our tents and pack our things
- play game

Game... we ran on the wet sandy beach.. went through the low ropes (did all the task there).. run again on the wet, sandy beach.. ran to the flying fox.. ran up 2 small hills and then into the jungle (not technicaly).. by using our elbows, we pull our body across the muddy puddle.. ran back to the beach to play with the water..

FYI the water got so many bugs.. dead ones.. alll stuck on our clothes.. haiya.. after that waited to take our bath.. it rained for a while.. ate crap (it sucks).. clean up.. went back to school..

Camp OVER!!!

I swore to myself that I will never, ever go camping again.. It sucks..

Ciao mum..

2009-07-30T22:54:00.000-07:00
ok... i am going to camp soon... now like waiting for my sis to get ready.. ok.. let's make this fast.. i am so like.. going to camp.. haha.. i am gonna have a great time there.. i know it, man.. gonna take lot's of pics.. hope i survive this crap! yay!

awesome-ness

2009-07-30T03:58:00.000-07:00

ok.. now.. i have a new interest.. i am so in love.. with.. snakes.. especially anacondas.. i think they are so.. CUTE.. i mean.. come on.. so cute owh.. and big.. and long.. ok.. it's so weird.. haha.. but.. it is so cute...

ok.. this is where an anaconda is eating a capybara.. awesome..
ermmm.. sugoi....

Beauty..

2009-07-28T07:43:00.000-07:00
I saw.. A beauty.. Well, Carmen say first.. I was like talking to Carmen while waiting for Claire to come.. and then.. Carmen say.. "Isn't that Koay Yee Chen?" I tried to see if it's true.. but all i can see is a figure.. which is the same size as her.. i immediately took out my specs out of my bag.. and look.. OMG!! There is my beauty.. I got out of the car and ran towards her.. I hugged her from behind.. She look at me while talking on the phone.. and.. SMILE!! hehe.. I smiled back as she pat my head.. It was so cute.. I missed her.. A lot.. She looks so SEXAY in her maktab outfit.. So.. HAWT!! No one can beat that look.. I am now beginning to LOVE maktab.. Well, not the Gorilla..

This is what life is..

2009-07-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

how do u feel when u have a sharp object near you.. Threatening at a close distance.. what if that person say, i can kill you anytime i want.. Isn't that person psychotic? What if that person is your own.. MOTHER? isn't it just so damn weird? She thinks that i am so afraid of a scissor.. hah.. is that a joke? she kept on poking the scissor onto my neck and my face trying to threaten me.. Like it's gonna work.. i aint afraid of a scissor.. dats just baby.. she perasan say agen dat dat she is not afraid to kill me.. den talk about her dulu punya life yang how my uncle used to be a gangster.. like i actually give a shit.. Really owh.. I wanted to tell her to kill me owh.. if she really did cut me.. i was planning to push her to the ground and run upstairs to my room and lock it.. den i call the police.. and take pictures of my wound.. see lar.. u go to jail oso i dun give a damn.. oh ya.. do know why she suddenly go psycho? Just because i side with my dad while Claire with my mum.. i really pity my dad.. i wish from the bottom of my heart that he never, ever met my mother.. then he can live a happy life.. kesian lar he.. Claire just dun see it.. she hated my dad for some reasons which i can't say here.. haiya.. atleast Carmen understand how i feel.. Shit owh my mum.. I dun care owh.. i want to study faster and leave the house.. i can't take it anymore!

So i think.. this is what life really is.. It's shit..

I ate Crap!

2009-07-21T04:46:00.000-07:00
Today in school.. i.. *puking* ate crap.. Well, it tasted like one.. Eww.. Like shit owh.. i kena paksa makan ni.. tuck u nerd.. haiya.. so.. gross owh.. expire odi bha dat chipsmore strawberry flavour punya dat.. like shit owh.. the expiry date was like 01.01.2009... yuck.. so lama dat.. den they make me eat it agen dat.. haiya.. it feels masuk angin and also.. it taste like shit! strawberry shit! masuk angin strawberry flavour shit! ewww.. yuck... i got stomach pain just remembering it.. ewwwwwwwww... but kesian nerd and butzz lar.. they ate more.. haha..

That bitch

2009-07-20T04:25:00.000-07:00
OMG!! did u know that my earring kena rampas.. U know lar who yang rampas it.. That teacher yang always rampas my earring and tegur my hair.. That stupid bitch.. Teacher Nurul.. haiya.. she already sesi petang punya teacher.. mau pun wanna cari pasal with me.. haiya.. another earring kena rampas.. i think they can open an earring store owh.. Shit her, man.. She say agen dat why dun use lidi.. ok lar.. since she say i can use.. i use lar.. then if teacher marah me, i say she yang say i can use.. beat that, cunt! i got saksi agen.. amber and audrey.. i love you for being there and admire my earings.. haha.. love them.. i think.. but love my koay yee chen more! hehe

KYC<3

2009-07-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

"When was it? Hmm.." I thought as I scratch my scalp.. Ahh... I remember now.. It was that time.. I was just Form 3.. My friends and I was going our different ways as we have our kokum.. And then.. That's when i saw her.. Her smooth, white complexion, her silky black hair.. I can even smell the shampoo that she uses from a thousand mile away.. She was perfect.. I was just shocked why was she.. a SHE! darn.. Even though i know that it was impossible for the both of us.. I still never took my eyes of her.. She was just too... GORGEOUS.. I can't resist the way she look at me.. When she smiles, I swear I saw angels and the light behind her.. Did you know that she also plays basketball? We even got the same number.. No. 9... I know it's fate.. Everyday I see my sister-in-law, man.. She looks like her a little bit.. But.. I can't compare her to a beauty.. It's just not right.. When my darling looks awesome in glasses.. Not really that nice without it.. But.. She is still.. HAWT!!! I LURP HER, man.. haha.. Well, actually.. She looks a little bit like Teukie.. hehe.. I can't wait to see her tomorrow! I love maktab sabah!

Cute kah ko?

2009-07-15T06:32:00.000-07:00
For those Franciscan out there.. I am not sure if you have seen this girl or not.. Well, I mean how could you NOT notice her.. She is so obvious.. You can't miss her, man.. She stands out in the crowd.. must be because she is kinda big size and she thinks that she is SO CUTE! And not only that, she LOVES to tie pony tails.. Ewwwww.. How old are you, man? Pony tails are so last season.. It's like.. Primary School years... Only babies tie like that.. Then she perasan cute again that.. That is gross.. TOO THE MAXXX!!! Yuck... Landy will look much better in pony tails then HER!! Love you, Landy.. Muaxxx

Something to laugh about..

2009-07-12T06:19:00.000-07:00
you know, kan.. just now when i was teaching my sister, Carmen mathematics.. I suddenly felt like talking crap.. So.. i start crapping about death, suffocation, misery.. more about suffocation.. how people die.. den my sister suddenly.......... FART!!! haha... tiba-tiba bha she dis.. Den she look at me and say 'Are you suffocating now?'.. haha.. Stupid owh she.. haha.. yang so sudden dis.. i was so speechless owh.. haha.. Did u know that carmen do NOT know how to do chapter 2 of math.. The quadratic equation part.. OMG!! and she go for math tuition agen dat.. my mum wanna cancel her tuition owh.. Good.. that teacher is not dat nice anyway.. wanna sell things to little kids.. make me piss.. hmpphhh.. tuck her

THEY are so WEIRD!

2009-07-12T06:13:00.000-07:00
do you notice something wrong with some of the people in this world? Those japanese posers.. well.. i love japanese but i am not a poser... i think.. Well.. they like to use the "wwwwwwwww" when they laugh and "orz" after a joke or something.. I am still not certain on what does the word "orz" means but, it is annoying! If you are not japanese, please do not use it.. It's just plain weird.. I mean, ur malaysian's.. Eventhough i hate it so much dat i am a malaysian but.. Mau pun ikut tu orang jepun punya style when they laugh and watever "orz" means.. Sori arh if i got hurt anyone.. I am just writing wat i think, man..

The Eternal Dream, I See...

2009-07-07T00:34:00.000-07:00

Happiness is not necessarily sweet. It ceases and sorrow become a carved seal. This isn't the end for me.. Rather, the darkness heightens my being.. If I play with his heart a little.. Won't this boredom be diverted, as well? Some day the pain in those eyes will disappear and we will share pleasure.. Before I knew it, life went by. We buried the loneliness we shared and changed.. The resentment towards each other, turned into gentleness.. Things differ from one another, and feelings continue to change.. I filled him over and over with this body, which is filled with the power of darkness.. Defiling this innocence boy's existence, I'll corrode him before long.. And yet, I did not let him go.. Even though I know I will let him die.. Nonetheless, I do not want to release him.. I want to hear this sweet boy's words.. And so, darkness arrived once more.. Merely pondering over the dream that lasted but one night fleeting.. If it shall fall our sweet dream.. as the darkness those eyes reflected.. I, too, shall fall deeply again..

Shit.. This was a sad.. very sad.. super, duper sad.. story.. haiya..

Pretty...

2009-07-06T23:58:00.000-07:00
Oh ya..I forgot.. Did you know that the Swimming Complex is very pretty.. With all the plants and all.. Mother Nature sure do know how to beautify herself.. So pretty.. You should see for yourself.. Wait.. Let me upload the pictures first.. Wait arh.. Ok.. Here it is.. TaaDaa! Enjoy..

Yayer!!!!!

2009-07-06T23:51:00.000-07:00
Did you know that we, Fokker got 2nd place in the Karnival Sukan for basketball.. hehe.. Well.. there's really nothing to be proud of anyway.. I mean.. Comet (the team that we were suppose to compete) got disqualified because they only have 3 players.. So.. That's how we got 2nd place.. We are no match against Boeing.. I mean.. They have like 4 people yang mewakili sekolah playing, man.. That's so.. Tough.. They have Khan, Chol, Eyaan and Jeniffer.. Tartar Sauce.. Nevermind.. Maybe next year got chance.. Hehe.. We got.. CHONG!!! Oh ya.. Love that, man! GO FOKKER, GO FOKKER, GO!!!

I am making SHRIMP CAKE!

2009-07-06T07:00:00.001-07:00
Tomoro got Karnival Sukan. You know lar how poor our school is, rite? I mean, just look at it.. Old, dirty, broken, and many more.. and if i were to say it out, you will puke to the core.. Ewwww... Perasan again dat Punkster.. Wanna compare our school with some school in KL.. haha.. wat a loser.. I mean.. Come on.. Our skool can never compare to any schools.. Unless there is a school out there that is much more worse than our school like.. ermm.. they have no toilet.. no chairs or tables.. or something worser lar.. But then.. that won't be a school now, would it? Ok.. enough of this.. I am getting a little bit pissed.. Our school won some spelling bee crap competition.. Ya.. They were actually tie with All Saints but then.. All Saints can't spell a VERY simple word.. "KINDRED" I mean.. come on, man.. That is a very simple word to spell.. When the lady pronounce.. Kin-Dre-ed.. It's already a bonus answer.. Haiya.. Sad lar our school.. Oh ya.. bout the Karnival Sukan.. Ok, that little shrimp (Aida) kicked my babe out! Oh no, she didn't.. I am so making shrimp cake tomoro when i see her.. Nevermind.. I still love my darling.. Muaxxx to you, Landy..... XP

2009-06-28T08:27:00.000-07:00
When an angel falls.. What will you do? Will you take it home or will you just leave it there? Whatever you do, there is no difference. So what if you take it home or just leave it there.. It will still suffer the same fate. Loneliness.. A word that many people are afraid of. Being alone is just like being dead except for the fact that you are still living and breathing. Why don’t you just jump off the building and just die? Huh? Isn’t it so much easier? It’s better than living on and suffer the same fate as that angel. So, here’s my advice. Just die already. You are not needed in this world. Even if you were to die of a sudden death, no one will even notice that you are gone. Don’t you get it? You are a NOBODY!! No one wants YOU! You are ABANDONED. So, goodbye now. See you in HELL!

So damn CORNY

2009-06-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

When I knew about this? Hmm.. Now thinking about it.. I knew it since that day when you held me in your arms. I knew immediately that you are the one for me. The way our fingers perfectly fit when we hold hands, the way we kissed, and even the way we touch each other. Knowing that you are there for me makes my heart beat fast as if it is going to pound out. But why now? Why must you leave me? What did I do to make you hate me? Did I mistreat you or something? Was I that bad in bed? Tell me! I will change for you. Just tell me. Just stay by my side. Please.. Please, I beg of you. Don’t leave me.

This is so damn corny.. but i was just freaking bored.. hehe...

It's gone..

2009-06-14T04:29:00.000-07:00
Let me tell you something.. Next time when you want to pierce your belly, please do not eat oily food and seafood! Especially EGG!!! And always make sure ur belly is dry at all time.. Take care of it.. If not.. It will bengkak and bernanah.. Haiya.. Now my piercing in my belly tiada odi.. Darn it.. haiya.. Nevermind lar.. Go pierce again next time! Now i know what to do! haha..

SHIT!!!!!

2009-06-13T01:11:00.000-07:00
OMFG!!! Did you know that i almost fainted in CP today? Well, today was the day that i was suppose to open my belly piercing and change it with a new one.. I was scared to do it by myself so I asked the lady in the shop where i pierced my belly to help me do it.. Well, apparently my belly bernanah and the bottom hole was closed.. Haiya.. Why bah dat? She say i should use the lidi first den only try n put the belly ring next time.. She say i should have not eat egg, oily food, and seafood.. I mean, how the fuck should i know? She didnt even tell me.. Haiya.. Well, ok.. When i went to the stor, she ask me to open it.. I told her i was scared, so she help me.. Then she try n put in the belly ring but the hole close so fast.. haiya.. Then i felt dizzy.. The lady in the shop apply minyak kapak on my forehead.. She told me she cannot put on the ring because it will bengkak and my belly will look ugly.. I look at her but everything was kinda blur and i was dizzy.. I cant see properly.. I almost fainted.. She ask me if i want to go to the klinik next door.. I told her no need.. I just want to rest.. So she took some katil and ask me to lie down.. She oso got give me a pillow.. Then after awhile then i feel ok.. Today was boring.. Haiya.. But kinda fun at the same time.. TeeHee..

Something I wrote to cheer up a friend

2009-06-12T09:51:00.001-07:00

Once there was a magical village called Magical Land.. In that village there live a little girl named Landy.. Landy is a vicious girl.. During the day she will bully the kids in the village and during the night she will climb up the big oak tree behind her house and look at the moon.. One morning, as usual she will bully the little kids in the village.. Unfortunately she accidentally bullied the witch's son.. He cried and ran but accidentally tripped over a leaf.. He look at Landy and shove his middle finger at her face.. Landy was pissed.. She took a stone that is a size of a peanut.. All the kids in the village was amazed and also afraid of Landy's strength.. Landy threw the stone at him and hit his arm.. His arm bleed and he took out his mini size broom that his mom make for him and flew all the way home.. He told his mom about the incident.. The witch was so furious with Landy for hurting her baby boy and cast a magical and deadly spell on her called Die, Bitch! And then, Landy died..

THE END!

*No offence Landy.. I wrote this to cheer a friend up*

Cute and Hawt combining!

2009-06-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

I bet many of you have heard of..........

LIL WAYNE!!!

He is cute, adorable, hawt.. and many more words that have to do with cute and hawt! haha.. He is like a cute, small, hawt guy who can rap.. He got this awesome voice.. So cute! Kawaii!! haha.. I am just so damn speechless just by looking at him.. Haha.. So just look at him.. So small and CUTE!!! Look at his TATTOOS!!! KAWAII and HAWT!!!!! XP

My darling Gerard Way

2009-06-11T08:45:00.000-07:00
Well, you may have heard that Gerard is married with that cunt named Lindsey.. what an ugly name.. hmmphh.. Well, their child was just born.. Well, technically Bandit Lee Way (that's their baby girl's name) was born on the 27th of May 2009 at 2.57pm (Pasific Standard time). I mean have you seen Lindsey? Ewwww.. She's ugly.. She looks like she could be my grandma.. haiya.. I bet he was bribed to get married with her.. I pity him.. He haven't yet have the chance to see the world yet.. Now he has to take care of HER child.. U know, like any other fan, i feel like that was suppose to be mine.. Darn it.. Tartar sauce.. Why bah that.. Let me show you how sad and forced my darling, Gerard is forced to take a picture with that cunt..

She's just lucky she have an awesome tattoo.. She's lucky.. Hmmphhh.. Can you see his sad/forced face? How sad.. I know he was forced.. I pity him.. haiya..

2009-06-10T07:04:00.000-07:00
Ok, people.. I have a new band to admire.. haha.. here it is.. Let's welcome... SLIPKNOT!!! *the crowd cheers vigorously* Ok, now.. Calm down, people.. I know, right? Aren't they just damn hawt? hehe.. They still look hawt even though they are like wearing their masks.. Their masks are cool too.. haha.. They are like a screamo, metal, hard core band! So ultra gnarly, dude.. haha.. THEY ROCK!!! These are their awesome pictures..

Love????? It's gross

2009-06-06T21:40:00.000-07:00
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... I geli owh when my sis like to say "Oh, I love my baby" or "I want to see my baby so much" or even "I want what you want".. that is so gross... i hate it! Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... So gross.. Why bah that.. Come on man.. Yalar maybe you wanna say that because you think you like your bf/gf too much.. but don't say it infront of me.. That is so damn it-ly gross!!! Come on man.. Do you know what i hate the most? I hate it when they say "You hang up first.. No, you hang up first.. Fine then we don't hang up.. Let's talk all night!" That makes me have goosebumps.. Ewwwwwww to the core.. That's sick.. Haiya.. Can't they just hang up? I mean, must also waste credit.. Money doesn't grow on trees.. Money is made out of trees.. I think.. So save lar the trees.. Understand Claire and Carmen? You guyzz make me sick!

Have you ever heard of "I-Socks"?

2009-06-06T08:03:00.000-07:00
Have you guyzz ever heard of this store called I-Socks? Well if you have never heard it before, then have no fear.. Here it is! (well just the pictures of the store) I-Socks have 5 stores in Times Square on the 4th floor. The stores are big and spacious and they sell all the cool, Gothic, Lolita, cosplay, and many more. It is beautiful! I love it! It is better than Streets! haha..

socks store

haunted house

gothic house

decora shop

casual shop

LOVE IT!!!!

Why say "NO" to homo's?

2009-06-06T07:34:00.000-07:00

I felt offended when i heard that Chris Crocker was not allowed to get married! Well.. even though it has nothing to do with me, but i just felt offended.. I mean.. what's so wrong about being a homo? Hmm? is it that wrong to love someone? So what if your lover has the same gender as yours.. As long as it's love it doesn't matter right? Many people always say that God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and (whatever guy name they put these dayz) or (whatever girl name they also put these dayz) and Eve.. I feel (from my opinion) that if you love someone.. Go For It, Man! No one have the right to stop you from doing what you love.. Even though people thinks it's damn it-ly disgusting for loving your own kind/gender, but your thoughts count most! So people..
SAY "YES" TO THE HOMOSEXUAL!

I am on a new topic, people!

2009-06-06T05:34:00.000-07:00
Attention to the people of the world!! Well, technically for those who are reading my blog.. I would like to lecture you people about accepting people for who they are.. Each and everyone have different thoughts.. So we think differently from others.. Example, if i were to say.. like.. Marilyn Manson is HAWT, you may say he is not.. He may be a sadistic, black metal, freak to you.. But he is hawt to me.. This is a great example.. haha.. so.. you people should accept people for who they are.. but you can advise them.. They may be following the wrong lane.. So as a friend you should set them to the right lane.. So i would like to thank my friends for advising me and making sure i am going onto the right track!

Special thanx to :
Landay aka Dork
Steph aka Nerd
Emerlay aka Geek
Patricia aka Butzz
Jackie Chan aka Purut
Zaidah aka Zygote
Layla aka Layler
Sherilyn aka Lyn

Love you people!! Muaxxx you people to the core until you suffocate in HELL!!

A new friend!

2009-06-06T01:10:00.000-07:00
OMG!!! I have found a new friend! He is from Maktab Sabah.. he is tall, (i can't say about his looks, i don't know him that well), skinny and the best thing.. He is an OTAKU!! haha.. The anime Jigoku Shoujo, Emma Ai like to say this phrase when she is about to send someone to hell.. " Ippen Shindemiru".. It is one of my favourite phrase.. I love it!! She say it so nicely and so damnit-ly professional.. haha.. My new friend also likes that phrase! haha.. Yayer!!!

Check out my new piercing!

2009-06-05T23:02:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just pierced my belly today !! It didnt hurt at all.. Literally.. haha.. Now i just need to wait until the hole grows big enough for the real belly ring to fit in.. haha.. can't wait for that.. this is how my belly look now!!!!! It looks kinda red/pink cuz the lady in the shop keep on asking me to pull the skin on my belly.. ok.. this sounds wrong.. n a little bit obscene.. haha.. but it's awesome!!

Special thanks to a special person

2009-06-05T10:54:00.000-07:00
Ok.. U guyzz may have seen my blog profile.. It's so damn cute.. Well, to me lar.. but, i would like to thank my special someone.. LANDAY THE DORK!!! She is awesome.. haha.. she help me do everything.. haha... THANK YOU, LANDAY!! YOU ROCK!! I LOVE YOU!!! MUAXXX YOU TO THE CORE UNTIL YOU DIE AND SUFFOCATE TO HELL!!!

My first god damn GAY blog!

2009-06-05T09:54:00.001-07:00
Hello you people out there who actually do blogs... I am so not one of you just for your info.. I am just doing this for my friend, Landay the Dork.. She is so persistent! Haha.. But I still LOVE her.. haha.. I am not gay.. I think.. Gayzz are so DAMN COOL!! That's also part of the reason why i do blog.. NOW!! GAYZZ ATTACK!!!